I really want to die -
I feel like a prisoner in this world
caught by barbed wire along the sides.
Tearless crying -
I feel very alone and left out
I feel very fucked up
I'm too sensitive.
Jack my resent me reacting like this
He'll say I told you there wasn't
anything between Norma and me. But,
Jack, you can't tell me how to feel.
Is he consciously or unconsciously
trying to hurt me?
I feel so :forlorn -so alone
I'd like to roll up in a ball
on the car seat
Yikes maybe I'm getting carbon dioxide poison - Opened the door
Jack says trust me about Norma
I've been left too many times.
But if I talk like a loser
then I'll surely be treated as one.